Although in truth the term sacrifice is altogether meaningless,
it does have meaning in the world. Like all things in the world,
its meaning is temporary and will ultimately fade into the nothingness
from which it came when there is no more use for it. Now its real
meaning is a lesson. Like all lessons it is an illusion, for in
reality there is nothing to learn. Yet this illusion must be replaced
by a corrective device; another illusion that replaces the first,
so both can finally disappear. The first illusion, which must be
displaced before another thought system can take hold, is that it
is a sacrifice to give up the things of this world. What could this
be but an illusion, since this world itself is nothing more than
that?
It takes great learning both to realize and to accept the fact
that the world has nothing to give. What can the sacrifice of nothing
mean? It cannot mean that you have less because of it. There is
no sacrifice in the world's terms that does not involve the body.
Think a while about what the world calls sacrifice. Power, fame,
money, physical pleasure; who is the "hero" to whom all
these things belong? Could they mean anything except to a body?
Yet a body cannot evaluate. By seeking after such things the mind
associates itself with the body, obscuring its Identity and losing
sight of what it really is.
Once this confusion has occurred, it becomes impossible for the
mind to understand that all the "pleasures" of the world
are nothing. But what a sacrifice,--and it is sacrifice indeed!--all
this entails. Now has the mind condemned itself to seek without
finding; to be forever dissatisfied and discontented; to know not
what it really wants to find. Who can escape this self-condemnation?
Only through God's Word could this be possible. For self-condemnation
is a decision about identity, and no one doubts what he believes
he is. He can doubt all things, but never this.
God's teachers can have no regret on giving up the pleasures of
the world. Is it a sacrifice to give up pain? Does an adult resent
the giving up of children's toys? Does one whose vision has already
glimpsed the face of Christ look back with longing on a slaughter
house? No one who has escaped the world and all its ills looks back
on it with condemnation. Yet he must rejoice that he is free of
all the sacrifice its values would demand of him. To them he sacrifices
all his peace. To them he sacrifices all his freedom. And to possess
them must he sacrifice his hope of Heaven and remembrance of his
Father's Love. Who in his sane mind chooses nothing as a substitute
for everything?
What is the real meaning of sacrifice? It is the cost of believing
in illusions. It is the price that must be paid for the denial of
truth. There is no pleasure of the world that does not demand this,
for otherwise the pleasure would be seen as pain, and no one asks
for pain if he recognizes it. It is the idea of sacrifice that makes
him blind. He does not see what he is asking for. And so he seeks
it in a thousand ways and in a thousand places, each time believing
it is there, and each time disappointed in the end. "Seek but
do not find" remains this world's stern decree, and no one
who pursues the world's goals can do otherwise.
You may believe this course requires sacrifice of all you really
hold dear. In one sense this is true, for you hold dear the things
that crucify God's Son, and it is the course's aim to set him free.
But do not be mistaken about what sacrifice means. It always means
the giving up of what you want. And what, O teacher of God, is it
that you want? You have been called by God, and you have answered.
Would you now sacrifice that Call? Few have heard it as yet, and
they can but turn to you. There is no other hope in all the world
that they can trust. There is no other voice in all the world that
echoes God's. If you would sacrifice the truth, they stay in hell.
And if they stay, you will remain with them.
Do not forget that sacrifice is total. There are no half sacrifices.
You cannot give up Heaven partially. You cannot be a little bit
in hell. The Word of God has no exceptions. It is this that makes
it holy and beyond the world. It is its holiness that points to
God. It is its holiness that makes you safe. It is denied if you
attack any brother for anything. For it is here the split with God
occurs. A split that is impossible. A split that cannot happen.
Yet a split in which you surely will believe, because you have set
up a situation that is impossible. And in this situation the impossible
can seem to happen. It seems to happen at the "sacrifice"
of truth.
Teacher of God, do not forget the meaning of sacrifice, and remember
what each decision you make must mean in terms of cost. Decide for
God, and everything is given you at no cost at all. Decide against
Him, and you choose nothing, at the expense of the awareness of
everything. What would you teach? Remember only what you would learn.
For it is here that your concern should be. Atonement is for you.
Your learning claims it and your learning gives it. The world contains
it not. But learn this course and it is yours. God holds out His
Word to you, for He has need of teachers. What other way is there
to save His Son?