Distortions of Miracle Impulses
Your distorted perceptions produce a dense cover over miracle
impulses, making it hard for them to reach your own awareness. The confusion
of miracle impulses with physical impulses is a major perceptual distortion.
Physical impulses are misdirected miracle impulses. All real pleasure
comes from doing God's will. This is because not doing it is
a denial of self. Denial of self results in illusions, while correction
of the error brings release from it. Do not deceive yourself into believing
that you can relate in peace to God or to your brothers with anything
external.
Child of God, you were created to create the good, the beautiful and
the holy. Do not forget this. The love of God, for a little while, must
still be expressed through one body to another, because vision is still
so dim. You can use your body best to help you enlarge your perception
so you can achieve real vision, of which the physical eye is incapable.
Learning to do this is the body's only true usefulness.
Fantasy is a distorted form of vision. Fantasies of any kind are distortions,
because they always involve twisting perception into unreality. Actions
that stem from distortions are literally the reactions of those who
know not what they do. Fantasy is an attempt to control reality according
to false needs. Twist reality in any way and you are perceiving destructively.
Fantasies are a means of making false associations and attempting to
obtain pleasure from them. But although you can perceive false associations,
you can never make them real except to yourself. You believe in what
you make. If you offer miracles, you will be equally strong in your
belief in them. The strength of your conviction will then sustain the
belief of the miracle receiver. Reality is "lost" through
usurpation, which produces tyranny. As long as a single "slave"
remains to walk the earth, your release is not complete. Complete restoration
of the Sonship is the only goal of the miracle-minded.
This is a course in mind training. All learning involves attention
and study at some level. Some of the later parts of the course rest
too heavily on these earlier sections not to require their careful study.
You will also need them for preparation. Without this, you may become
much too fearful of what is to come to make constructive use of it.
However, as you study these earlier sections, you will begin to see
some of the implications that will be amplified later on.
A solid foundation is necessary because of the confusion between fear
and awe to which I have already referred, and which is often made. I
have said that awe is inappropriate in connection with the Sons of God,
because you should not experience awe in the presence of your equals.
However, it was also emphasized that awe is proper in the Presence of
your Creator. I have been careful to clarify my role in the Atonement
without either over- or understating it. I am also trying to do the
same with yours. I have stressed that awe is not an appropriate reaction
to me because of our inherent equality. Some of the later steps in this
course, however, involve a more direct approach to God himself. It would
be unwise to start on these steps without careful preparation, or awe
will be confused with fear, and the experience will be more traumatic
than beatific. Healing is of God in the end. The means are being carefully
explained to you. Revelation may occasionally reveal the end to you,
but to reach it the means are needed.