Lesson 65
My only function is the one God gave me.
My only function is the one God gave me.
The idea for today reaffirms your commitment to salvation. It also
reminds you that you have no function other than that. Both these thoughts
are obviously necessary for a total commitment. Salvation cannot be
the only purpose you hold while you still cherish others. The full acceptance
of salvation as your only function necessarily entails two phases; the
recognition of salvation as your function, and the relinquishment of
all the other goals you have invented for yourself.
This is the only way in which you can take your rightful place among
the saviors of the world. This is the only way in which you can say
and mean, "My only function is the one God gave me." This
is the only way in which you can find peace of mind.
Today, and for a number of days to follow, set aside ten to fifteen
minutes for a more sustained practice period, in which you try to understand
and accept what the idea for the day really means. Today's idea offers
you escape from all your perceived difficulties. It places the key to
the door of peace, which you have closed upon yourself, in your own
hands. It gives you the answer to all the searching you have done since
time began.
Try, if possible, to undertake the daily extended practice periods
at approximately the same time each day. Try, also, to determine this
time in advance, and then adhere to it as closely as possible. The purpose
of this is to arrange your day so that you have set apart the time for
God, as well as for all the trivial purposes and goals you will pursue.
This is part of the long-range disciplinary training your mind needs,
so that the Holy Spirit can use it consistently for the purpose He shares
with you.
For the longer practice period, begin by reviewing the idea for the
day. Then close your eyes, repeat the idea to yourself once again, and
watch your mind carefully to catch whatever thoughts cross it. At first,
make no attempt to concentrate only on thoughts related to the idea
for the day. Rather, try to uncover each thought that arises to interfere
with it. Note each one as it comes to you, with as little involvement
or concern as possible, dismissing each one by telling yourself:
This thought reflects a goal that is preventing
me from accepting my only function.
After a while, interfering thoughts will become harder to find. Try,
however, to continue a minute or so longer, attempting to catch a few
of the idle thoughts that escaped your attention before, but do not
strain or make undue effort in doing this. Then tell yourself:
On this clean slate let my true function be written
for me.
You need not use these exact words, but try to get the sense of being
willing to have your illusions of purpose be replaced by truth.
Finally, repeat the idea for today once more, and devote the rest of
the practice period to trying to focus on its importance to you, the
relief its acceptance will bring you by resolving your conflicts once
and for all, and the extent to which you really want salvation in spite
of your own foolish ideas to the contrary.
In the shorter practice periods, which should be undertaken at least
once an hour, use this form in applying today's idea:
My only function is the one God gave me.
I want no other and I have no other
Sometimes close your eyes as you practice this, and sometimes keep
them open and look about you. It is what you see now that will be totally
changed when you accept today's idea completely.